Yesterday I bought a beautiful book filled with blank white pages to pour my soul into. I love writing, always have always will. I loved writing short novels at school. I loved painting in oil paint, I loved writing down my thoughts and let the pages be filled with my make believe world and words. But I lost it somewhere down the road. Not the ability but I just stopped writing, expressing, exploring. I am longing to yet again fall in love with my life, my thoughts, my words. For this I need space, I need time and I need to change to..me. Change my blog, social media, structure of my work and the time I spend online. That is the reason for my lack of new posts. There is so much to explore, to feel, to capture. And I must go and leave some of my previous content behind. I have to. I started to move in the wrong direction. Posting for the sake of getting likes forgetting myself in the process. Posting to grow to get followers to…it was to loose myself. Listening to others, to experts, saying how to post what to post to grow. Post the same content and you will grow. Post at a specific time and you will grow. You will grow and you will be liked. Loved. But it is not me. I do not care for it any more. Many will probably leave by it’s ok. As it is ok for people to leave you. It does not mean they are evil or that it’s wrong, it just means that their part in you story is over. So much is changing within me. I’m finding my way back. Life sure is an adventure. And I’ve never been afraid of adventure, to start something new, to move.. More so I find it to be exciting. Change. It’s inevitable, at least for me. 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️ my favorite poem that makes my heart sing and my soul dance, by @gabywrites.
Jag postar inte mycket just nu, det har sina anledningar. Det är skönt att släppa taget, att låta allt bara falla på plats. ”Let the chips fall were they may”..
Igår delade jag detta (bild samt text ovan) på Instagram och i samband med att jag förändrar saker får jag också många email om vart gamla recept tagit vägen. Jag har inte hunnit svara på alla, men om du vet med dig att du har något favoritrecept du inte vill förlora, spara ner det nu, om någon dag eller någon vecka kanske det inte längre ligger kvar.
Kärlek till er alla!